すえ.

 A frantic rush to the familiar setting ended with a peaceful and minor surprise.

Well, this is it. No more long queues and long waiting times!

Howah!

けむし.

Driving on the road, with full of small humps ahead, but no major accidents yet.

Just those irritating, speed breaking humps.

Meanwhile, I am digging myself into the safety of my fortress, peeking out once in a while.

No hard feelings...

こうえん.

I could look forward to going to the park every morning.

Hopefully this lasts as long as possible.

げつようび.

Monday.

Monday...

Monday!

Pivotal. Pivotal!

きゅう.

人家一等就等了九年。

而我不知道在等些什么。

じょうだん.

I haven't missed you for so many years,

Yet I still remember your birthday that is today.

ひとり.

一个人久了，容易妒忌，容易羡慕，容易对周围的悲欢离合特别敏感。

但每次把别人所经历的看一看，比一比，总觉得自己的问题实在是非常的渺小。

うれしい.

1 Item off my bucket list. Woots!

がまん.

"Don't give up."

The most obvious yet important encouragement I have received for the past few months.

おなじ.

Even though the dynamics doesn't seem to have changed much after so many years, I am still pretty glad to be around.

It's a strange feeling, really.

ぜん.

It's hard for me to stay angry for long.

I do not know whether it is a good thing or not.

しごと.

Think like Ender and Peter Wiggin, and I should be fine for the next few years.

I hope...

あした.

I do not know what to expect now.

So if the hope comes crashing down, will I be able to take it?

Just like old times.

おぼえ.

每年不间断地回去，寻找的是什么？

まつ.

为何，要找个机会说那句简单的话是那么难的一件事？

为何，我是如此地缺乏耐心？

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那盒子裂开的时候，我的心沉了一下下。在想方设法补救的时候，我对那不祥的预兆包着许多的担忧。在快要崩溃的时候，静坐在一旁的小纸板又给予我那点点滴滴的希望。

在得到明确的答案之前，不放弃。

まつ.

无可奈何。
地等。

きぼう.

我不知道自己在希望些什么，但这可是我身平画得最认真的一次。

がんさく.

I have decided that I really really want to cosplay as Sephiroth after exams.

こうじつ.

“Maybe I am using my social ineptness as an excuse not to get hurt anymore.” 

Something for me to ponder about.

ふうし.

Well, my FYP is about help seeking behaviours of adolescents for their depressive symptoms.

And now I can't figure out myself whether or not I need help for my current emotional problems that could have been manifested by my procrastination tendencies.  And I am not exactly an adolescent.

たましい.

虽然说宁可后悔也不要遗憾，但是如果为了一时的鬼迷心窍而做明知会后悔的事...

总之，不要做傻事。

ざんえん.

不是放不下感情，

而是放不下失望、自责、悔恨、遗憾。

何时能够原谅自己？

海岸が嫌い。

こいびときぶん.

人家说：“珍惜眼前人。”

但是眼前人是你吗？